“forget and finish it all”
I sit on the porch steps,
all i see is repetition of nothing but horrendous memories;
physical abuse, mental abuse, neglect, and arguments.
I pray and pray that today might be it...
that today i can be set free from this horrible nightmare.
Nothing yet but no one can prevent the inevitable.
At Last! He left exited the facility,
Foolishly causing what he fears most…
to become a reality.
I hear the door fully close
as his presence is no longer here.
I peer out the hallway as
a sign of caution.
A lonely soul exist in a now empty
house, grabbing the razor i walk across the hallway.
Reaching the door i enter, turn around, lock the door, and sit down.
Relief is all i feel as the blood trickles down my arm and to the floor.
I feel better as i get deeper and deeper into the cut,
“No more pain, no more torture. Finally” are the last
words i utter out of me as Darkness surrounds me
as i fall to the floor with a thud.
Goodbye.
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