Project 0 pt 1

Project Zero was supposed to be the dawn of a new age, the thing that would turn the myth of Homunculus into a reality. Before I tell you more about what project Zero is, I would like to introduce you to Lukas Bell. short black hair, light blue eyes, standing at 6’0 with a white toothpick-like body. Lukas was working for a company that focused on discovering and creating anything and everything unknown to the world. Lukas was assigned to be in charge of a project he introduced to the company that was meant to make certain things easier for the human being. The head of the corporations assigned Lukas to be in charge of his project and he was given a team of top rank scientist to help him make this project become a reality. One of the scientist in Lukas’s team had the idea that he could make the project even better. His name was Cole. Cole Wilson. 5’10 with buzzcut brown hair and eyes so brown they almost appear black. Cole has a body that was not skinny but not fat either, but right in the middle. Cole looked at Luke and said to him “Luke! I have an idea that will not only make this project have better results in the end but will also help us speed up the processing time for the fetus to develop into a human in only a day! This would Greatly help us complete the project sooner than expected.” Luke didn’t even bother to look up at Cole as he responded to him with “No. No shortcuts.” Cole was about to speak when Luke interrupted Cole and said “My team does not and will not try to find the easy way out of completing this project. We will do it the way we’re supposed to and that’s it.” Cole’s facial expression changes into a look of disappointment as Luke stands in front of Cole now looking at him. Luke says to Cole “I have to go” as Luke leaves, Coles facial expression changes from a look of disappointment into a look of  anger. Out of sheer rage, Cole threw everything in front of him onto the floor. The sound of glass shattering multiple times. Cole calmed down seconds later just to see that what he shattered was a ton of different chemicals that Lukas was testing to see which one would work as a replacement for human sperm, Cole stood there as all those chemicals now burned together through the floor. Cole didn’t really see anything to worry about. Just a chemical accident. Cole took care of the Hole in the floor then left. Unknown to Cole though, as that room was deadly silent, Cole’s accident he made earlier began to slowly develop rapidly from a microscopic fetus into a microscopic fully developed human…

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Emotions Poem

Sincerity, the inner core of our hearts.

The thing that separates human from animal.

One of the many emotions that separates me from both…

Happiness is that moment when the world around you feels complete.

Even for a brief second.

Fear is when you feel helpless, alone and stuck in the corner.

This...is what separates me from humans.

I have no emotions.

Yes, you could call me heartless, a monster, a man without a heart…

But before you do, know this…

You have no idea what kind of hell I’ve been through.

What kind of inner demons I've been at war with,

Trying to come out victorious.

It was a burden given to me at birth…

Something i’d have to spend my whole life with,

Along with all the hateful looks I get.

I never asked for this curse to be put on me,

It just happened…

Third person poem

His eyes widen as he stands back in shock at his actions. He stood there, hands covered in blood.
 “L-Look what you made me do!”
 He now stands in his backyard, shovel in his right hand as he digs the hole in his backyard. He picked up the Tarped covered body. Carries the slump body down into the hole,he begins to cover the corpse under the surface of the earth. The memory endlessly replays in his head. The image of the knife in his hand descending down upon her frame by frame.
 “This is all your fault!” he says to the evil that once hid inside the corner of his mind but has now all but taken over his brain.
 He can hear the laughter of a maniac in the back of his head. The man dropped to his knees crying. Wanting to know what else is there to live for. Suddenly the maniacal laughter stops as you then hear a deep and very disturbing voice say
 “You have no control over me anymore! She was worthless! This is my body now and you are my puppet! Hahahahaha!”
The man grabbed both sides of his head and started to shake with fear, fear of losing another.
 “Get out of my Head!” he shouts over and over as he is tortured with the endless laughter of evil, reminding him of what he has just done.
 He then starts to cry again...but...there’s something different now. He begins to laugh while crying until his tears of mourn are replaced with a very wicked laugh. This seems to irritate the evil in his head.
 “W-What’s so funny?! Stop Laughing! S-Stop! Stop it right now!” The man then stops laughing and is smiling.
 “I’m laughing because you took away what I loved most...now I get to do the same to you!”
The man then stands up and very calmly walks to his car, he then enters the vehicle and begins driving down the highway. 40...50...60...70….80, then 90 miles an hour. The Dark voice begins to scream with rage and panic
“What are you doing?! Stop! You’ll kill us both if you don’t stop!”
The man makes a wickedly evil smile and says an a very quiet and calm voice
“It’s worth it.”
The man is speeding down the highway, he’s reaching a turnpoint, he’s not slowing down. In the blink of an eye the car was driven off the highway and was now sinking into the canal. As he sits in the driver's seat he sees his shoes getting filled with water, he is smiling with satisfaction knowing that he will see his beloved soon. He hears the screaming in his head from the evil within him, but doesn’t react as he knows that the evil will be gone very soon.
His lungs start to gasp for air as the car is nearly filled to the roof with water. He’s falling conscious and unconscious over and over until finally everything has gone black for a brief moment but then he sees a bright light. He walks towards the light and smiles as he sees his wife in the distance. Tears start to pour down his face as he runs up to her and hugs her. He waits for a moment and he is overfilled with happiness.
“The voice is gone!”
The man yells as he’s overcome with joy.

“Pain still resides in me”

This all started after my belief in god started. I had “handed my life over to god.” I have to admit, i could feel a weight come off of me when I did. Everything had started to turn around when It happened. I had gotten a girlfriend, she was beautiful. i loved everything about her. 

The way her brown eyes sparkled when she looked up at me, the way she could make me and everyone in the room laugh, how she could make me smile just by looking at her. I loved how mature she was and how she was one of the few girls that i ever dated that liked me for my personality and didn’t care about my looks.  She was also a hard working person which i really admired about her. She would put so much effort into her work...almost as if it was life or death. I admired that about her because most girls around my age don’t really work. She had taken it to another level by working two jobs and trying to balance schoolwork on top of that.

 I swear, i loved her so much. It made me happy that we knew how to cheer each other up,  how we knew how to make each other smile,  how we knew how to make each other laugh. She was like the opposite of me in some areas which made me love her so much more because you can’t have a relationship without having some opposite things about each other. Like for example, She was very active, always wanted to do something or go somewhere. That’s the exact opposite of me, I liked to sit down and relax and not do anything.

 It’s hard to explain but it just mixed well together. I guess it’s like the term “opposites attract” i felt amazing every time I was around her.  We liked a lot of the same things as well. Like how we both liked drinking monster energy drinks, and we both loved to skateboard and longboard.  We could both be kicked back and relaxed but if we felt we had to get serious, we both knew when to put our feet down. 

I was trying so hard to be an awesome boyfriend. I made sure she was always safe and secure and if she wasn’t i was right next to her ready to protect her no matter what. I never acted too clingy with her because I didn't want her to think I was one of those boyfriends that get worried if she is with some friends, no I wanted her to know I trust her 100%. I wanted to make sure I’d never ever forget anything I learn about her. So I wrote them down. 

I was even beginning to make a poem out of my love for her. Unfortunately my heart has been broken and I feel that she has broken my invisible shield that protected me from getting hurt all these Years. I feel that she broke through that when I met her… and now she’s gone. I sit here now, depressed and doubtful of myself. Thinking things like “was I not trying hard enough?” And “did I not show my love for her enough?” I also reached the point where I think to myself “I don't deserve love. I'm an ugly monster that no girl could ever love.” 

I don't think that I'll ever find a girl as amazing and as understanding as she was.  

"The dancer’s final leap”

“I exist only to dance.”
i say to myself as i fail over and over repeatedly.
“You're not good enough” they say.
“you’re a failure” they repeat.
I try to prove them wrong...over and over.
“...Useless”  i say as i fall to the ground again.
I try harder and harder but failure is all that awaited me.    

“UNBREAKABLE CHAIN!”
I scream as i cannot stop failing.
I remember why i exist
and to what’s my purpose in life
as i make the final leap and land on my feet…
I hear a faint voice say
“The sky is inside you”

I smile widely
finally understanding who i am
and my life’s complete purpose.
For i’ve seen now
that it was never about the distance

But it was about the mile and the
journey taken during it

marriage proposal

Countless hearts were strung but only one remained uncut.

short poem "madness consumes me"

Isiah Hart

Madness

We’re bags of flesh that somehow developed the ability to feel foolish emotions like pain, anger, sadness, fear, etc. 

I've learned that there is one thing that can overcome all of it.

It is something that everyone has in them but doesn't appreciate... 

Madness. 

Madness once consuming the person, eliminates all that makes us weak.